
"What's to be done? Break what must be broken, once for all, that's all, and take the suffering on oneself. What, you don't understand? You'll understand later. Freedom and power, and above all, power! Over all trembling creation and all the ant-heap! That's the goal, remember that!"
Rodya's journey throughout the novel is most definitely not one of mundane phenomenons. In fact, what is most intriguing, is the means he uses to justify the murders he commits. As many believe, his general awareness of himself correlates to that of an individual with a "superman" complex. This complex gives Rodya the ability to somewhat "float" above the rest of humanity, for he has even committed one of the most condemned sins and is still living as he did before the act. It also causes Rodya to separate himself from the rest of society.
After Rodya has committed the murders, he feels as though he is on top of the world, and better than everyone else in existence; thus supporting his separation from a significant portion of society. In fact, he is confident that the murders he committed further justify his "superman" position in society. He reasons that he rid of two worthless individuals, and that if he is able to make good of his act, it will be beneficial to all of society, and thus greatly defended. However, this vaunted estimation of his abilities and worth is not used to bring Rodya glory and success, but rather strenuous anxiety and torment throughout the novel. When he becomes aware of the fact that his act has not brought good into the world, a conflicted Rodya contemplates a confession.
My big question, as previously defined, is this: How does someone or something ultimately exercise complete power over another individual? In the case of Rodya, it is not until he gives himself over to Sonya and his love for her, that he is able to escape the "superman complex" he had so willingly placed upon himself in the hope of ameliorating society. Up until this realization, the "superman complex" within Rodya controlled, manipulated and commandeered every thought or action he had. This love for Sonya releases Rodya from "superman's" grasp, and he is able to relax, even if it means turning himself in. When he does allow this to happen, he comes back into the folds of society, for he is no longer better or above anyone else, but rather a common vagrant within an institution.
Rodya realizes that although he held the power while allowing the "superman" complex to dominate every faction of his being, admitting and accepting his love for Sonya, is much better-even if it means a great loss in power and control for his being. While holding the secret of his horrific crime, Rodya was extremely troubled. When surrendering the truth, there comes a peacefulness over his persona and his consciousness regarding reality.



