
"As if that blind rage had washed me clean, rid me of hope; for the first time, in that night alive with signs and stars, I opened myself to the gentle indifference of the world. Finding it so much like myself—so like a brother, really—I felt that I had been happy and that I was happy again. For everything to be consummated, for me to feel less alone, I had only to wish that there be a large crowd of spectators the day of my execution and that they greet me with cries of hate."
My big question, as previously defined, is: How does someone of something ultimately exercise complete power over another individual?
In a way, Meursault was overpowered by this realization and surrendered to the world, his "brother." Hoping to see “a large crowd of spectators that greet [him] with cries of hate” the day of his execution, Meursault demonstrates his belief that the cold indifference of the world controls him and his fate. This proves that he is not powerful, but rather powerless. He does not care to ameliorate his situation, and does not care that he is not in control.
Yet, M chooses to open himself up to the "indifference of the world" and looks forward to the moment when he can hear the shouts of hatred towards him.
ReplyDeleteIt is in M's choosing that he is victor over society and its indifference to suffering.